The Good News For People Who Love Bad News

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Wed, 27 Jun 2007 04:35:11 GMT

"Why are you so mean to me?"

So here it is...do you know how heart wrenching it is for me to be around you? To sit there, knowing damn well that you know how much I care about you. Then watch you throw it all away.
The truth is, its hard for me. Its hard for me to sit there thinking about all the little things that make me want to marry you. Your smile, your different laughs, the way you "always add a little pizazz" to your stories to make them interesting, the crazy things you do, the things we have in common, the softness of your skin, hugs, your eyes, your eyes when you put color contacts in because you hate the real color of your eyes, the way you dress,the way you carry yourself,the way you can always make the best of every situation,
The way you make me laugh at every dumb thing you do, the way you can make me sit here and think about you when its clear I'm 10 miles from your mind, the way we fight,the way you always win and then I appologize, the way you smell, the way you care about everything and everyone. The way this songs make me want to make you listen to me.

Its just a shame that you'll never hear any of this, because you can't give me the time of day. But don't worry, like always, ill be here again when you're out of people to hang out with, or you're bored cause no ones called you back yet to hang out.

I guess ill just have to settle for being your last resort. Its not like you'll ever read/see this. So w/e.

Mon, 27 Mar 2006 22:45:17 GMT

in about three weeks i will be a resident of Santa Monica California. hag out with me before i leave.

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 09:42:51 GMT

when you realize its a pattern and not a phase. its what you've become and its what you will stay....
thats ballgame.

ugh.. you're like SO last year.

Sun, 04 Dec 2005 05:42:41 GMT

rent is my most favorite movie of all time. go see it....with me.

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 06:27:00 GMT

i have officailly had the most boring day of my life.
i watched my fair brday all day on vh1.
then watched ghostbusters.
then watched 8mile.
what a waste of day.
i feel this all could have been avoided if somneone would have called me to hang out. :)

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 05:32:30 GMT

i think my journal has just become my "show update" journal.

i saw underoath tonight. they came out with about three extra memebers, and all of them were dressed as slipknot. after introducing themselves as "slipknot," and playing a slipknot cover (with the banging on trash cans and everything!) they played an amazing set. i had to leave before thrice but they were boring with thier costumes. micheal myers and jason were some of the few. the bled played as indians. if anyone has not heard of the band "veda," download them they are a good time. ( and make good mummies as well!)

on the way home we went the wrong way and ended up lost in queens.
all in all a good night!

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 07:14:28 GMT

on the way to the every time i die show in Penn State tonight. the tire popped. so we missed A Life Once Lost, and half of haste the day. but it dies today and every time i die were amazing ( as usual.)

set list:
(every time i die)
bored stiff.
apocolypse now and then.
ebolarama.
champing at the bit.
the logic of crocodiles. (last time to ever be played. EVER!).
Godspeed Us To Sea.
The New Black.
Romeo-a-Go-Go.
Guitarred and Feathered.
I've Been Gone a Long time.
Floater.
Emergency Broadcast Syndrome.
Kill the Music.

so all in all it was a good night.

dashboard confessional.

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 03:58:45 GMT

set list:
am i missing.
sharp hint of new tears.
for you to notice.
remember to breathe.
medley of brandnew songs. ...
so impossible.
saints and sailors.
a plain morning.
ghost of a good thing.
as lovers go.
the places that you've come to fear the most.
california, here we come. (phantom planet).
carry this picture.
the good fight.
saints and sailors.
brilliant dance.
screaming infedelities.
again, it goes unnoticed.
new song.
swiss army romance.
---------------------
(encore).
the best deceptions.
vindicated.
hands down.

one of the best nights of my life.

....?

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 16:15:31 GMT

umm..i just heard confessional at 6 P.M. on MTV's MADE. It was kinda weird.

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 05:24:59 GMT

I LOVE HOW I LIVE WITH ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS, AND THE REST OF THEM WILL BE TOURING THE UNITED STATES WITH ME SOON, FOR HOURS OF THE DAYS. SOMETIMES MULTIPLE TIMES IN THE MONTH!!!!!!!!!

I DID!!!
ouch....

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 20:46:15 GMT

for those of you havent heard of either of my bands (SteadyHands for SteadyHearts/ Before Night Falls)
you should definately go adn check them out on the myspacezers.
i dont think you would be dissappointed, the reason for this post is SteadyHands just finished recording today and it is all mixed, ad good stuff like that, so it would be cool of all of you to go check out either of the bands, adn let us know what you think.

thanks.
-jeromy

Mon, 04 Jul 2005 18:29:43 GMT

The Red Chord
Devil Driver
A Life Once Lost
High On Fire
Strapping Young Lad
All That Remains
Madball
Throwdown
Every Time I Die
Norma Jean
GWAR!!!
Opeth
Chimaira
Poison The Well
Unearth
Clutch
Lamb Of God

-probably one of the best nights of my life, it was amazing.

.........GWAR!! funniest thing i have ever seen in my life.

beaches

Thu, 30 Jun 2005 20:03:24 GMT

i had one of the best nights/ mornings of my summer the other night.

thanks.

: )

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 03:58:01 GMT

*Wolf's Mouth.
*No time Flat.
*If We Meet Today. (as requested by yours truely.)
*Letting A Good One Go.
*Tapdance.
*People Are So Fickle.
*Whistling Dixie.
*Ballgame.
*Pedro The Lion Cover.
*Alabama Acres.
*Damned Ol' Dad.
*Haircut.
*Lord, We Don't Talk Much.

Dear Mr. Devine,
You played an amazing set last night. And, for that, I thank you. I needed it.

You even made me want to update my journal. :)

Tue, 08 Feb 2005 01:57:41 GMT

now dont fool yourself, in thinking your more than a man. 'cause you'll probably end up dead.

Thu, 27 Jan 2005 03:14:26 GMT

I am worth $2,990,282.00 on HumanForSale.com

Sat, 22 Jan 2005 05:23:25 GMT

hey you two.....?

hows your "i hate jeromy" fan club going?

thats good. keep it up.

Sun, 16 Jan 2005 15:08:25 GMT

Napoleon Dyanamite
(Please rate my quiz)

Which Napoleon Dynamite character are you?
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nice.

leave it in 2004

Sat, 01 Jan 2005 07:48:21 GMT

you say " everyone fucks me over, but its there own fault." you dont think it has anything to do with you though..huh? you know since "everyone has done it to you at least once." but you would never take a step back to see that. and i dont blame you. i dont know if i would either.nope. i probably wouldnt. any of us wouldnt take the time/ grow a set big enough to blame ourselves. to take responsibility for our actions, and the dumb mistakes we make. even the ILLEGAL ones. (underage drinking is illegal. incase you werent aware.). and it upsets me that we havent hung out in like weeks, and that all you talk about when we do is getting drunk, and "them." and im sure youll sit at home, and laugh about this, or tell me how rediculous i am, and maybe i am, but someone needs to tell you, and you need to listen for once. but you wont. you never have. once again. i probably wouldnt either. so maybe im just a hypocrite, a walking paradox of love and hate, and debating which one to show. which one would make it better? you tell me. do i have to get high or drunk for you to want to hang out with me? you know cause... "being straight edge is no fun."
i guess the point of this was to get it out now. i dont want to take it into the new year. i cant let it bother me anymore. i just wont surround myself in it. i cant. im so much better than that. (not you) just that. and you could be too. seriously. make someone proud of you. me and my dad were once. and i hope we will be again. this is a new year. do something for youself. that wont kill brain cells. i love you, and im just trying to show you that. its your deal now. ive said my peace.

on i lighter note. if "the feverfew" has more songs like goodbye blue monday, on their new cd. they will indefinately be my new favorite band of 2005.

Thu, 23 Dec 2004 05:10:58 GMT

its been a long time since i updated, and ment what i had to say.

i miss you.

ill be back on soon.

bye.

chuckdeth SIC is here for the night.

funny ass shit

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 08:59:21 GMT

how odd.

You are Monoxide Child!

Which Psychopathic Artist Are You?
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hahahahhaha.

hey. hey you!...guess what??!!?? im glad tonight/ this morning happened.

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 19:54:24 GMT

this is funny....

i got sent to the guidance office yesterday, mrs. bixler thought i was going to either kill someone or go home and cut my self. so jokingly, chuck made a comment about it...he got called to guidance to day as well. mrs bixler should die......i mean......

bring it here. for i will mend it for you.

Tue, 09 Nov 2004 22:52:40 GMT

in one pocket, this really strong elastic.
in the other, a needle and some thread.
i would sew it so tight, it would never break.
these bruises show in black, blue, and red.

im not one to talk,
for i am he,
that has left a big one in your heart.

come HELL OR HIGH WATER,
truth or lies,
we cant be broken,
its me and you,
backs against the world.

lets go be depressed together somewhere.
i promise we can listen to "loose leaves,"
or "every day and every night."
i promise ill be here for you.
i understand what you are going through.

love you...

i think you know who this is for. i miss hanging out with her everyday. alot.

shes perfect.
for someone else.

Wed, 03 Nov 2004 09:58:14 GMT

i cant sleep. :(. this sucks.

Mon, 01 Nov 2004 19:58:01 GMT

can anyonne tell how excited iam to see these friggen bands tonight...?

Dillinger Escape Plan- oh fucking man. not going to lie. pretty excited
Fucking Every Fucking Time Fucking I Fucking Die- i just explained it. soo good.
Misery Signals- pretty excited
Zao- hahahahaha...Zao? not so excited.
Whyoming- confused.

ok so the every time i die thing was a little obnoxious, but oh well. im excited. lets go beat bitches up.

you want in? you should.